Theoretical Breakthroughs


Theoretical Breakthroughs

Ben Huot

February 7, 2009

Table of Contents

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1 First Things 5

1.1 Logo 6

1.2 Other Books 6

1.3 For More Information 6

1.4 Cover Graphic 6

1.5 License 6

1.6 A Unique Approach 7

2 Intellectual Breakthroughs 9

2.1 Philosophical Positions 10

2.1.1 Hermeneutic (Method of Interpretation) 10

Practice and Bible Derived Reasoning 10

2.1.2 Contrasting Theories of Education 10

2.1.3 Unified Social Theory of Natural Science 11

2.2 College Education 11

2.2.1 Conservative Curriculum 11

2.2.2 Liberal Arts 12

2.2.3 College Football 13

2.2.4 Lost Opportunities 13

2.3 Philosophy of Religion 14

2.3.1 Theology includes Philosophy 14

2.3.2 Honesty 16

2.3.3 Freedom of Choice 17

2.4 Striking Back 18

2.4.1 What is Rational? 18

2.4.2 Where Blame is Due 20

2.4.3 God and Country 21

2.4.4 Medieval Morality 22

2.4.5 A Matter of Faith 23

2.4.6 Circular Argument 24

2.4.7 Only One Answer 25

3 Social Breakthroughs 27

3.1 Religion 28

3.1.1 Philosophy of Life and Death 28

3.1.2 Future World Religion Trends 28

3.1.3 The Case for Liberal Christianity 29

3.2 Innocence Lost 29

3.2.1 Technology 30

3.2.2 Human Relationships 30

3.3 The Public Mind and American Democracy 31

3.4 The Protestant Ethic 31

3.4.1 Hard Work 31

3.4.2 American Philosophy 32

3.4.3 Faith and Work 33

3.4.4 Bad Monk 34

3.4.5 Religion of Isolation 34

3.4.6 Worldly 35

3.4.7 Who Can Help Themselves 36

3.5 Capitalism and Atheism 37

3.5.1 Un American 37

3.5.2 Democracy vs. Capitalism 37

3.5.3 Freedom and Terror 38

3.5.4 More than Bread 39

3.5.5 Conscience 40

3.5.6 Logic and Religion 41

3.5.7 On Marx and Engels 43

3.5.8 Marxism is Defeated 45

3.6 What If? 46

3.6.1 Buddhists Missionaries 46

3.6.2 European Backwaters 47

3.6.3 Christian World 48

3.6.4 Contemporary Jesus 49

3.6.5 Toy Society 51

3.6.6 Farm Society 52

4 Emotional Breakthroughs 54

4.1 Son of Strength 55

4.2 Heaven and Earth 55

4.3 The Breakthrough 56

4.3.1 History 56

4.3.2 Background 57

4.3.3 Questions 57

4.3.4 The Letter 58

4.3.5 More Thoughts 58

4.3.6 In Verse 58

5 Nature of God 60

5.1 Jesus Poetry 61

5.1.1 The One 61

5.1.2 The Majestic Down to Earth 61

5.1.3 Jesus 62

5.2 Self Poetry 63

5.2.1 With one material, many souls 63

5.2.2 Directions 64

5.2.3 Holy Spirit 65

5.3 Heavenly Father Poetry 65

5.3.1 The Perfect Programmer 65

5.3.2 Praise and Criticism 66

5.3.3 Praise God for Everything 67

5.3.4 Awesome God 68

5.3.5 Family Appreciation 68

5.3.6 Tolerance 69

5.3.7 God, Help! 70

5.3.8 Walking Forward 71

5.3.9 Morning Sunshine 72

5.4 Son of God Poetry 73

5.4.1 The Missionaries 73

5.4.2 God Speaks 73

5.4.3 Religion Means Education 74

5.4.4 Campus Community 75

5.4.5 Open Market 75

5.4.6 Epic Hero 76

5.4.7 Ancestor 77

5.4.8 Center of Gravity 78

5.4.9 Crossroads 78

1 First Things

by Ben Huot

1.1 Logo

I should explain what the logo is meant to be representing. The guy is a pen, which is me, which comes from my first poem in Philosophy Core, called Creative Process, where I refer to myself as doing Tai Chi, with my pen being my body. The idea is based on "the pen is mightier than the sword" so I created "the Bible is mightier than the pen".

The Bible is shooting out flames because in Ephesians it talks about spiritual warfare and the Bible is the only armament that is offensive. (It means offensive instead of defensive. These are common terms used in combat. The sword is the only spiritual weapon. All the other armaments expressed in Ephesians are protective and defensive in nature like a shield, a helmet, a breastplate, etc.) The flames are meant as in James when it talks about being purified by fire or struggles with temptation in our lives. Isaiah also was purified by a live coal to his lips by a Seraphim. So the usage of fire is not evil or anything violent. Think of it as purifying.

I would ideally like it to show the sword turned inward to his chest, symbolizing like in many fantasy books that when they defeat the great evil force in the world, they are left with the greatest task, which is to defeat the evil within. The Bible is said to be a 2 sided sword, with the ability to cut between bone and marrow, and show the truth. Christ’s tongue is said to be a 2 edged sword in Revelations, to defeat the Devil with. The reason I didn’t show this is it looks like he is committing suicide.

The spiritual warfare is not against people, ideas, or even spirits. It is about fighting for the purity of our own minds. It is an internal thing. Like the Native American proverb "my greatest enemy is myself." This purity is in regard to our own sins and does not refer to purity in any other sense. But this is a process, not an outcome, as it is not possible for us to live without sin.

This warfare is only spiritual in the sense that it is not militant, social, economic, or political. This is for my own moral and ethical development and consists of practical qualities I try, with Christ’s help, to cultivate like humility, compassion, kindness, and seriousness and do not correspond to anything supernatural.

1.2 Other Books

My text books and picture books contain most of my work over the past 10 years. These include my reading of some 235 books containing the philosophical and religious thinking of the worldÕs cultures for several thousand years and the application of the main themes of some of the major Old Testament Prophets and major works of the New Testament.

The main point of this work is to get people to stopping living their lives with their minds, but instead follow their hearts. I bring a radically different combination of viewpoints that you have not heard of before. I am not asking people to follow what I have written, but rather let the words stir up some sort of emotional response in your heart.

I challenge my readers to come up with their own unique ideas and that can lead the world in a new direction. We need a much broader diversity of ideas in our culture to deal with the problems we are facing in America and throughout the rest of the world.

1.3 For More Information

For more books and information, visit me on the web at http://benjamin-newton.com/

Feel free to send me e-mail regarding the books and website at ben@benjamin-newton.com I even enjoy constructive criticism

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1.6 A Unique Approach

to Asian Philosophy, Religion, and Literature

There seems to be a tendency among those in the West to go to extremes in their approach to studying the Asian classics. Many Christians see any other ideas that don’t come directly from the Bible as either not important to study or that lump all non-Christian books together as New Age and therefore see them as forbidden. Many non-Christians think that anything that is not the Bible or is not an Abrahamic religion to be legitimate for study. I have chosen a third option. Not every belief system should be totally rejected or totally embraced.

I think that there are many things that a number of Asian classics can teach people that have ideas that can be compatible with the Bible. I think what Christians don’t understand is that there were centuries of time and billions of people who never heard of the Gospel and did their best to find the truth as they knew it. Many traditional cultures in Africa and the former communist countries in Asia are very open to the Gospel and did not intend to worship anything the Bible would describe as forbidden or evil.

I think that many non-Christians are ignorant about the dangers of just embracing any belief system without being a critical thinker. Not everything is as it appears at first. Ironically, many things that turn non-Christians away from Christian beliefs and the Bible, are actually forbidden by the Bible. Many of the things that bother non-Christians about the Bible are true about other belief systems as well. There are also negatives about belief systems other than Christianity that Christians don’t have to deal with.

Another thing to realize is that it is considered perfectly acceptable to mix and match different aspects of different Asian belief systems other than the Abrahamic religions, while the Bible forbids just taking select aspects of Christianity that they prefer. So, for a Christian to bridge this gap, they should embrace all Biblical doctrines but only select the elements of the other Eastern belief systems that are compatible with Christianity, or, in other words, say something similar.

Another thing to realize is that although you may find similar meanings in Asian classics other than the Bible, that they don’t necessarily mean the same thing the Bible does and almost definitely are not meant to be understood in the same context. Taoists were not all trying to find Christ and in Hinduism, the 3 major gods are not equivalent to the Christian Trinity. Another consequence of this principle is that there is not the same perspective on what is forbidden, so although some philosophies and religions may be useful to Christians while some of the combinations of those beliefs, could likely be forbidden by the Bible. What the Bible forbids are the things that people keep hidden or do in secret. Some of the terms for this are esoteric or mysteries.

What is the point of Christians reading about other belief systems? One of the reasons is that Biblical doctrines have already been compromised and changed in order to mix better with Greek philosophy and paganism. Some of the things that has been compromised is that many Christians think it is ok to study Greek mythology and the Church has tried to ignore the supernatural aspects of the Bible and its implications. Another corruption of Christian doctrine caused by the Greek pagan and philosophical influence is that the paradoxical doctrines of the Bible have been altered to a divisive theology where people think they can pick one or the other when the Bible clearly specifies both.

Studying Asian philosophies helps a Christian to see the Bible more closely to what it really is - an Asian religion. Another reason is to study non-White cultures and understand why many non-Europeans believe different than Christians and how this affects world history and politics. If you understand what people believe and elements of their culture, it is easier to share Christian beliefs with them. Another reason is that Paul was an intellectual and understood the belief systems of his time and showed us by his example that we should do the same.

So, where do you start? To find some great books written by Asians, look at my Book of Books, which has 78 Asian classics, other than Bible books. You will find all the information about how to obtain them and which ones to choose, based on your interests. I promise that if you stick to the list, you won’t find anything that is forbidden by the Bible.

2 Intellectual Breakthroughs

2.1 Philosophical Positions

2.1.1 Hermeneutic (Method of Interpretation)

I use primary sources to derive theology or philosophy for a particular belief system

• I focus on what I see as the pure or original interpretation of the philosophy or theology

• I do not research current or past deviations of each major belief system

Practice and Bible Derived Reasoning

General Methods

• My method of ethical reasoning is derived from practical considerations.

• My method of theological reasoning comes from Biblical considerations.

• My method brings these perspectives to their logical conclusions.

• My theory is based on what the Bible says about theology and what helps influence a person do the right thing.

• I back track the way people should act according to the Bible and what the Bible says about God into a theory that is most consistent with these outcomes.

Applications according to Theory

• My theology, Towards a Philosophy of the Bible, mirrors what the Bible says about God and a solution to suffering that best answers this problem.

• My ethics, Still Theory, are based on a combination of the philosophies most consistent with the Bible and having the least major ethical dilemmas and answers postmodern questions about suffering and uncertainty.

• My psychology, Liberation Psychology/Theology, enables the person to be their own advocate and focuses on religion as a secondary approach to solving lingering problems with Schizophrenia, as the most effective practice is to take the medication.

• My aesthetics, Bible Model Aesthetics, works to solve practical issues like accessibility, morality, and quality from a Biblical perspective.

• My sociology/biology, Community through the Humanities, focuses on finding harmony with the groups of people we come into contact with in real world situations and applying ethics from Still Theory.

• My theory of education, Learning of the Heart, is based on the realities of life and how people can know what is right and wrong.

2.1.2 Contrasting Theories of Education

Learning of the Mind

• The establishment assumes that public education through high school prepares a person for the world

• The establishment assumes that everyone should be educated in the same manner

• The establishment assumes that they know best what the public needs to learn

• The establishment assumes that what they believe is right and wrong should be imposed on everyone else

• The establishment assumes that public education improves people’s social status and morality

• The establishment assumes that with slight modifications, they will get radically different societies

Learning of the Heart

I believe that being prepared for the world is a combination of different things, which the public school system fails at all of them, including:

• understand how the establishment works, how to use it to improve one’s life, and avoid it changing the individual or placing more limits than normal on the individual

• develop critical thinking skills and determine what is right and wrong by conscience

• develop a useful skill for financial support and independence

• I believe that different people should be taught different things

• I believe that people know what is right and wrong at birth

• I believe that the world’s idea of right and wrong is contrary to God’s

• I believe that people’s social status is determined by who they know and what status their parents have and their morality is determined by personal choice

• I believe that in order to radically change society, we must make major changes

2.1.3 Unified Social Theory of Natural Science

• All creatures that feel pain should be kept from any unnecessary suffering

• The difference between humans and animals is a matter of degree

• Human beings are not defined by any distinct characteristics in the Bible

• The distinguishing factor between people and animals is a social construct

• People have social and physical power over animals and are responsible for their well being

• Flora should be treated with respect to their well being as well as fauna

• Water and cells should be carefully looked after as they are the building blocks of life

• The earth should be treated with the same respect as other life forms

• Preservation of life does not mean no harm is done

• Although animals and people may be perceived as the same, the human has a responsibility to look after the animal

• Not subjecting sentient beings to physical pain is just the beginning of a social ethic

• Humans should use their resources to actively advocate for the well being of all sentient beings

2.2 College Education

2.2.1 Conservative Curriculum

Some study to learn

What others have dreamed of

Some study to learn

What is popular

Some study to learn

The values of the past

Some study to learn

The traditions of their ancestors

Some study to learn

What they already believe

Some study to learn

What is well understood

Some study to learn

To be respected by others

Some study to learn

The path well traveled

Some study to learn

From a specific ideology

Some study to learn

From what others tell them

Some study to learn

To be opinion leaders

Some study to learn

To memorize information

Some study to learn

Rules others have made

Some study to learn

What is practical

Some study to learn

What is widely accepted

Some study to learn

What isn’t controversial

Some study to learn

Without questioning

2.2.2 Liberal Arts

There are few colleges

Where you can create

Your own major

There are few colleges

That encourage you to think

There are few colleges

That care about

More than reputation

There are few colleges

That don’t bend over backwards

For a few dollars in grants

There are few colleges

Who dare to have a vision

There a few colleges

Who don’t depend on sports

For getting funding

And recruiting students

There are few colleges

Who are not indebted to

Government and big business

There are few colleges

Who control their own curriculum

There are few colleges

That challenge the status quo

There are few colleges

That prepare students

For unpredicted changes

In the future of society

There are few colleges

That take pride in

Creating controversy

On campus

There are few colleges

That spend as much

On human development

Than on Scientific research

2.2.3 College Football

America is a society

Oriented around sports

We believe that competition

Brings positive change

We believe that physical fitness

Is more important than education

We believe that winning

Is the most important method for change

We are aggressive in business and politics

We are not interested in the community

The leaders only care about

Their own status and wealth

Our young all believe

That they will play

American football for money

They either want to get money

For being famous

Or get a welfare check

Our athletes make millions of dollars

For running a ball across a line

The players feel tough

Because they run into each other

We think that being a man

Means memorizing sports statistics

We spend most our time

Talking about what teams win

And about our football team

We played on in high school

We believe that we peaked in college

And that the only thing important

Is whose team won the game

2.2.4 Lost Opportunities

How will we compete

When every one

Has a college degree?

Will we have to get doctorates

For a family wage job?

How are we to pay

For our education

When our families

Are too rich

To receive aid

But too poor

To afford to help?

Will anyones be rewarded

For a liberal arts degree?

The only degrees that pay

Are business and engineering

Is that what

We want to base

Our future on

Technology alone

With no room

For the arts or religion?

We only care about

What is the quickest way

To build things

Bigger, better, and faster

We have no culture

And no reason to create

We have no imagination

Or reason to live

Other than for

Getting drunk after work

Or losing ourselves

In virtual worlds

We are afraid

To confront reality

And solve real problems

We are told

The problems are too complex

And we need

To solve problems

Through politics and business

We don’t have the creativity

Or the time and energy

To pursue positive change

2.3 Philosophy of Religion

2.3.1 Theology includes Philosophy

Everyone has a perspective

Everyone has opinions

There is nothing theological

That is not influenced by philosophy

We do not live in a vacuum

And ideas come from somewhere

There are no new philosophies

Just restatements done with less eloquence

There is no way to only study the Bible

We are only fooling ourselves

And no one else

We cannot distance ourselves

From our own foolishness

We are corrupt to the core

It is not possible to read the Bible

Without prejudice and without feelings

The Bible is not meant to be

A list of rules or a systematic theology

Don’t you think there is a reason

That there are so many views on

Every branch of theology?

The Bible is not meant to be interpreted

The same by the entire church

The Bible is not about a set theology

No one will ever uncover

The full philosophy of the Bible

The greatest theologians

Have only scratched the surface

And were wrong more times

Than they were right

Verses don’t mean just one thing

The Bible should not

Be read in any set order

Verses should not stand alone

There are no hidden meanings

But few meanings have been found

There is more to a single phrase

Than can be understood

By the human mind in all eternity

And the Bible is only one small part

Of who God is

To say we were only influenced by the Bible

Or that we believe what the Bible says

Does not adequately explain our beliefs

We have presuppositions and experiences

But these aren’t necessarily stumbling blocks

Feelings are great and mental exercises are of use

But we need to reflect on our background

Or we will be repeating the mistakes

Of even the greatest of theologians

It is ok to not be right on even the main points

To disagree creates a healthy diversity

The church does not need core beliefs

Our doctrines only hold us back

There is more to life than theology

And there is more to the Bible

Than your statements of faith

2.3.2 Honesty

When you make claims

Which you use Scripture

To support your position

It is not honest

When you don’t state

Your intentions up front

And explain your background

We are not merely spiritual beings

We are not just vessels

Of God’s will

We have our own

Hopes, desires, and dreams

We are not pure spirits

With empty minds

There is a psychology

To religious beliefs

Ideas don’t come

Out of a vacuum

We cannot wall ourselves

Off from unbelievers

We cannot understand

Our culture expect by

Reading books

Besides the Bible

Our minds are sponges

And we absorb ideas

From places we are

Often unaware

This is the use of

The study of philosophy

We get impressions

From many venues

We just assume

They are all from the Bible

Just because we are Christians

What we come up with

Is not independent

Of our culture and history

Ideas influence us

In subtle and surprising ways

We do not need to read a book

To be influenced by capitalism

Or to evaluate atheism

We are part of a larger

Ecosystem of dialogue

Great thinkers build

On what others have said

Christian and otherwise

Great theologians study philosophy

Some of the greatest philosophers

Were trained as theologians first

The early church adopted

Many ideas from Greek paganism

There is no way to be purely Christian

Without affection and sympathies

2.3.3 Freedom of Choice

Scripture is not meant

To be understood intellectually

Nor by our feelings alone

Although Scripture ministers

To all areas of our person

We should keep our focus

On the heart and the will

It is good to have diversity

Especially in opinion and perspective

The Bible is not meant

To be interpreted in just one way

We don’t need an entire denomination

To be in agreement on any doctrine

Don’t you think there is a reason

Why no one can agree

Or that theologians were interested

In such different topics

Throughout divergent eras?

The more widespread the views

The harder it is to see a pattern

God deliberately designed the Bible

To be poetic instead of legalistic

God could have just written

A list of rules and left it at that

We could just turn off our brains entirely

But that is not God’s nature

He wants us to make rational decisions

And for different people

To go into different directions

And to see the Bible from different views

We have to realize that God speaks

To our entire person

That God is spirit and flesh

Christianity is not meant to be an organization

Or to have a rigid structure

Even the Bible explains salvation

Differently every time

All believers will enter Heaven by grace

But each will do it in a different way

2.4 Striking Back

2.4.1 What is Rational?

W hat is the definition of rational?

Believing that man is the highest good

Or that his intellect can grasp everything

Do you think you can disprove God

By quoting a famous atheist?

You win an argument

But just show your own limitations

And your own weak intellect

Not everything is meant to be

Analyzed in the Scientific method

What cannot be disproved

Is greater than that which can be proven

Guess and check can only go so far

And scientists are as bigoted

And resistant to change and new ideas

Than as are any other bureaucrats

The ideas of Science may have

At one time been an area for non-comformists

But it is no longer

Everyone believes in Science

And that is a great weakness

The masses can be convinced of anything

Scientists fail to realize

That it was their community that

Made a fool of Galileo

The first scientist was a smart ass

When your belief system

Can only understand matter-energy

Aren’t you smart enough

To realize that it cannot explain

Anything important

It is not wrong to have a theory

To explain something

But when you use it as an excuse

To hide from spiritual realities

Who is the greater fool?

It doesn’t matter how good you are at debate

Or how many facts you have on your side

Some things just don’t make sense

Just because the entire Scientific establishment

Believes in one thing, the masses think it is true

No matter how many times

Society confuses facts with truth

The number of believers is growing worldwide

It is interesting that those who think

They are so enlightened

As to be better informed than God

And think that they are the enemy of the establishment

That their ideas resonate best with

The people who create the problems

They are trying to fix

If the same system that said the world is flat

Now even admits they cannot observe

95% of the mass of the universe

Why should I believe them about evolution?

For a community that shuns innovators

And anything unusual or different

And is mainly motivated by prestige

Why would I believe anything

They print in numbers

And collect evidence for?

If scientists would study other philosophies

They would start to realize that the world

Is much bigger than Science

And that the real problems in life

Are not going to be solved by more technology

That we are never going to resolve

The true cause of suffering through education

That the innovation that will bring solutions

Is something that was written down 2,000 years ago

That the most unusual ideas were some of the oldest

That we are just re-inventing what China

Designed thousands of years ago

Without the Scientific method

If the Chinese were not smart enough

To keep the empire going

How are we going to be able to survive

A few more generations of Science?

One of the big problems with Science

Is it has no ethical foundation

Just as you cannot add security onto technology

Not designed with a firm foundation

Ethics are not just an add on

People do not become ethical by

Attending a one semester course

Or even after earning a Ph.D. in philosophy

It is not that we do not know enough

To do find a solution to our problems

But that we need a way to stop

Ourselves from creating more problems

Self control is the key to our survival

But the solution is not an invention

But supernatural intervention

2.4.2 Where Blame is Due

If Christianity is to blame for everything

People claim it is

Then why is there so much more evil

Done by countries which are primarily atheist?

Before jumping on the bandwagon

And blaming every problem on Christianity

People should actually read what the Bible says

The Bible never says it is ok to mistreat animals

Augustine and Thomas Aquinas hated animals

But their theology is based more on Greek paganism

Than it is on any possible interpretation

Of the Bible come up with by the biggest idiot

The Bible holds humans responsible for taking care

Of the entire ecosystem

Not only are we responsible for what we have done

But we must correct any problems no matter

How they were caused

Unlike what the religious wrong say

The Bible states very clearly in several places

That there is no distinction between man and woman

Or peoples of any race or any other background

Contrary to popular belief, the Bible noes not say

That corporations should control the government

Or that the wealthy got that way because

They were following God’s laws

The Bible says over and over and gives many examples

Of moral people who loved God and suffered terribly

Many times exactly because of it

Contrary to popular belief, claiming to be born again

Does not get you to Heaven according to the Bible

You have to humble yourself before God

And believe you are equal to your fellow man

Before you can be saved

According to the Bible, environmental destruction

And stealing from people’s retirements are sins

And are greater than that of committing adultery one time

Unlike what many people think

The Bible does not tell you everything to do

And is designed for there to be different interpretations

Of many ideas in theology

Similar to Taoism, the theology of the Bible is no-dualistic

Even though many Christians treat Paul’s letters

Like analytical arguments, they are really mystical

Unlike what many Christians believe

The Bible encourages study of other religions and

Being intellectual by Paul’s example alone

The religious ideas the Bible disparages come from

Occult religions like Greek Paganism

Which has been synchronized with Christianity

By Augustine and Thomas Aquinas

2.4.3 God and Country

The religious wrong have long believed

That America was a Christian nation

What America really was and this includes

The religious wrong

Is founded on the idea of

Not wanting to pay taxes

The founding fathers were anarchists

So to follow in their foot steps

Would be to overthrow the current government

The United States has always been

An aggressive and violent nation

Something we inherited from the English

We thought we were better than

The rest of the world

It was our duty to spread our power

No matter what the cost

Following in the footsteps of the English

We held people as slaves even though

We claimed to be a democracy

We used biological weapons on the

Native Americans and dishonored treaties

These are not things a Christian nation would do

They do not honor God

And they do not promote human dignity

Now the religious wrong want us to protect

Humans that are not even born

But thinks it is ok to torture baby animals

In their use for food and experiments

Both of which are unnecessary

They believe that monopolies/dictatorships are good

And that our bill of rights is unimportant

They are against giving to charities

They instead want to tax the poor

And give it to the rich to make bigger weapons with

They are using a couple of attacks worldwide

As an excuse to invade another nation

When it had no intention of attacking anyone

So our dictator could settle an old score

The American House of Bush

Loves to redefine worlds until they have no meaning

They have over written every law against pollution

So a couple rich white men can get even richer

He has held teachers responsible for how

Prepared the kids are for school without

Factoring in different socioeconomic conditions

Which will ultimately destroy the school system

After doing all this our dictator has the audacity

To claim he is a born again Christian

There is absolutely nothing Christian

About the way this creep acts

2.4.4 Medieval Morality

Enlightenment writers love to denigrate

The European Medieval period

By referring to it as the Dark Ages

Because they hated God so much

And they were enamored by material wealth

And advanced technology used in warfare

They blamed all their problems on God

Modern authors refer to the time

As being backwards and violent

What they really hate is that it was

A relative time of material poverty for Europe

After the fall of the Roman Empire

The entirety of Europe struggled to survive

But people don’t see the bright side

Without the wealth to destroy others

And depending on the harvest for their food

People began to rely upon God

And had respect for God and nature

People still had evil in their hearts

But the scale of destruction was

Exponentially less than in "enlightened times"

In fact, although historians love to blame

Christianity for the big wars of the next 500 years

The Church was losing more and more power

As things began to be more and more violent

People saw Science as a way they could

One up God and avoid those inconvenient

Sexual and financial morals

See the main problem with Science is

That it has no formal ethics as part

Of its system of discovery

The superiority of philosophy

Is that it has an ethics

The superiority of religion

Is that is also has a reason

The superiority of Christianity

Is that is also gives a way

2.4.5 A Matter of Faith

Many people believe

That evolution should be

Accepted because

Most scientists believe it

They say it should just be

A matter of evidence

I believe it as a matter of faith

First of all, Science did not

Just arrive out of nowhere

And was not always

The way everything was decided

Neither are we more advanced

For relying on it for everything

Science was invented and came out

Of a particular western philosophical

School called the Enlightenment

Contrary to popular belief

Most technologies of the modern world

Were not invented by Europeans or

By their precious Science

They were dreamed up and produced

First by the Chinese

In fact, the Industrial Revolution

Came about from our discovery

Of Chinese technologies

Invented hundreds or even thousands

Of years earlier

There are many other methods

Of discovery and verification

Jainism has a number all by itself

The five senses, testimony, ESP,

telepathy, and an all knowing ascended being

Mystics have a number as well

Faith, intuition, and prophetic visions

Most schools of Hinduism

Verify knowledge by

Perception, inference, comparison, and testimony

So we see that Science is only

One school out of many

In the panorama of philosophy

Even if I would be convinced

If provided the evidence

In the Scientific form

It would not be possible

For me to accept evolution

Except by blind faith

Because it requires a Ph.D.

In Science to have the background

To make an informed position

Otherwise it is just oversimplified

And I have seen this done

In philosophy and religion

So I would only trust my own

Research into the theory of evolution

2.4.6 Circular Argument

Most people believe anything

Someone with a Scientific education says

How do they prove things?

By facts, of course

How have they proven

That facts are truth?

Because that is Scientific

Facts determine details about

Specific events and measurements

But how does one prove Love?

How does one disprove it?

Many people believe if there

Are no facts for proving something

Than it must not be true

But facts are less important

Than things determined by faith

Things determined by experience

Things determined by reflection

Things determined by immersion

In a particular field of work

Things determined by scripture

Things determined by miraculous

Answers to prayer

If there is nothing to prove

That facts are true

Other than a circular argument

Then why do we base our society

On this shaky ground

And why do we force

This viewpoint on young children?

Our world is getting worse and worse

The more we use facts

To determine policy and direction

Shouldn’t we base our ideas

By what works and what doesn’t

In the real world

With cold, hard truth

Not by just flimsy facts

After all, it’s not like it’s hard

To present lies as facts

2.4.7 Only One Answer

There are few things in life

That only have one answer

This is one of the things

People like so much about Science

But this a false premise

As Science is only one way

Of discovery

And is only applicable

To one way of thinking

Coming from the culture of

One part of the world

Having multiple answers

Is the great thing about art,

Philosophy, and religion

The humanities are the only

Fields that treat other cultures

With dignity and respect

They are the only ones

That explain what being

Sentient is like

They answer the most

Important questions

Better because they can

Have multiple answers

Most things in life are paradoxes

Which aren’t very compatible

With Science and math

How can you reduce

Most fundamental problems

Down to one solution?

How can you explain

Feelings in numbers and attributes?

How do you express mystery

With a system that is designed

To explain everything?

Ever wonder why economists

Can’t predict the future

With mathematical models

Or why it is so hard to

Communicate with psychologists?

Ever wonder why scientists

Are surprised when they

Discover animals are sentient

Or can have mental disorders?

We have an ancient heritage

Of wisdom and understanding

That is aware of things

Science can only dream of

To rely on a system that

Ignores questions of the spirit

Or things that cannot be tested

Under controlled conditions

To guide society into a better world

Shows that our world no longer

Values the truth and is only looking

For easy solutions and doesn’t care

About how bad the consequences are

3 Social Breakthroughs

3.1 Religion

3.1.1 Philosophy of Life and Death

Many Christians see salvation as an end and not just a beginning. They absolve themselves of doing any help in the world, because they see the world as corrupt and take the easy answer of letting the world fall apart. They look knowingly at each other and think they are so much better, because they are saved.

This is based on the theology of saved by faith alone, but it is not consistent, even within its own system. If God saved us, because we repent of our sins, then why do we think we are better than others? We are all equally bad and God’s criteria for reaching out to us is just that we humble ourselves before God and consider ourselves equal to unbelievers. If we can’t even do that, how can we consider ourselves to be born again or followers of Christ?

If Christ, who is God Himself, did not even consider Himself equal to God and submitted Himself to the authority of men, then where do we get off thinking that we are better than unbelievers. Often, theologians compare Christ’s descent to being human as equivalent to us descending to being a bug, but this is a gross exaggeration of our worth and gross simplification of God’s glory above man. Christ being born as a human is more equivalent to use giving up our existence permanently.

God is not limited by any thing and He is so far above us that we amount to a grand total of zero in comparison to God. It is a miracle that any of us is actually saved and the effort is almost entirely on God’s side. It is not that our submission to God means anything, but just a rightful understanding of our place in the universe; it is the grace of God that does the work.

It is important that we make a choice, to submit ourselves before God, but this is just the beginning of the path. Just because we can’t get beyond grace, salvation, and faith, does not mean that we do not make the effort to grow. Just because the world is going to end soon is no reason to let everybody suffer, without attempting any way, to help reduce the suffering.

The majority of the Bible tells about how we should live our lives, while on earth. If we really want mass conversions to the Christianity of the Bible, we are going to have to show unbelievers that we truly value life.

For a person to choose a philosophy of death and to totally give up on improving the world is a defeatist mentality. How can we expect to have victory in Christ if it doesn’t start by reaching out to our own communities in Christ reflected love?

3.1.2 Future World Religion Trends

By the year 2050, the term White Christian will be an oxymoron. If you take into account the actual faithfulness of people calling themselves Christian, the Christian world has already shifted to the Southern Hemisphere. In many of the countries throughout the world, they are not as honest at doing statistics as in the United States, where predominantly Muslim countries are going to severely undercount the number of Christians and the same will happen in the predominantly Hindu country of India.

Europe had not entirely converted to Christianity until the 14th century and there were more Christians in Asia than in Europe, until the years 1000. Most of the reduction of Christians in the Middle East happened in the late 19th and 20th century. The first big reduction of Christians in the Middle East came, after they supported the Mongol Empire. The conversion of non-Muslims to Islam was largely brought about by the missionary efforts of the Sufis. 10 percent of the populations of Egypt and Syria are still Christian. Islam is now experiencing a major fundamentalist revival and many more nations are going to be governed under Islamic law.

Many of the most populous African nations have a mixture of Christians and Muslims and there is not the same idea of separation between church and state in Africa than there is as in the West. When a predominantly Christian nation, with a large Muslim minority, declares itself to be a Christian nation or the exact opposite situation occurs, we are going continue to have major wars in Africa. And now we have nuclear, chemical, and biological weapons on the open black market.

At the same time, Europe is going to have more and more immigrants from Africa, for there to be enough labor pool to keep Europe’s economy going. America is going to continue to have a strong Christian minority, reinforced from a strong influx of Christian immigrants from all over the world, especially Latin America. The Pentecostal movement is very strong in Latin America. Europe and the United States are going to be dependent on oil for a long time and this will dramatically affect our alliances. We will continue to be afraid of angering the Muslim nations and will continue to bend over backwards, to keep our supply of oil coming.

Some of the biggest world religions by 2050 will be Pentecostalism, Catholicism and Islam, just counting in the population increase and not on any new converts. Buddhism, which not long ago had 20 percent of the population of Asia, now has shrunk to 5 percent, due to the spread of Communism in traditionally Buddhist countries. Whenever China allows more freedom of religion, it will not be surprising if we find out 10 percent of China is Christian already, even under extreme persecution.

The Christian South tends to be: much more conservative in sexual morality, supernaturally and community oriented, and by all evidence much more biblically based. The most popular book in the Bible in Christian Africa is Revelations. Much of this is due to cultural backgrounds of those in the Southern hemisphere, where: they are coming from animist religions and are in extreme poverty, they experience persecution regularly and have large refugee populations, all of which reinforce the relevance of the Biblical narrative of God’s work with Israel, in the Law and in the Prophets.

3.1.3 The Case for Liberal Christianity

If we follow the example of the early Church, as recorded in Acts, we see the early Christians as members of a ideal collective community like an Ashram, Kibbutz, or Monastery. If we follow Jesus example, we would carry out the Gospel, while doing good works, especially in service of those rejected by society. Convincing people to be born again was originally linked with helping out those in need in practical situations. Christianity is inherently liberal in its social aspects.

Now we see famous people, like the American president claim that they are born again Christians, the word Christianity loses all meaning. Voting conservative counters all the money sent to help starving people in Africa. Conservatives (in other word, people following atheistic convictions) voting either Republican or the very similar Democrat, in the United States, just perpetuate the establishment, which is referred to in the Bible as the world and Christ told us to be no part of. In fact, Jesus was most critical of the equivalent of the Church establishment, which at that time was in the form of the Jewish establishment - these are the people referred to as the Pharisees and Saducees.

Although I believe that Christianity is socially liberal, I hold to what the Bible says on salvation and eternity. I see helping others out who are in need, as another note in the same song on the same instrument.

I believe that our American society is pluralistic and that holding people to Biblical standards who aren’t born again doesn’t make any sense, if you believe in eternal salvation and a literal interpretation of the miraculous of the Bible. The Bible is not about a set of rules, but about a relationship with God. According to Jesus, following the Ten Commandments alone not only doesn’t get you to Heaven, but is impossible. And according to Paul, the only way we can keep from sin is by the direct divine intervention of our savior, Christ.

Not only is it non-sensical to expect people to follow the laws of the Bible, without becoming born again first, it actually goes against an orthodox interpretation of the Bible. Furthermore, if I had the choice of living in an idealistic society with conservative "Christians" as leaders and live in a predominantly atheistic society, I would definitely choose the later. The only kind of Christian dominated society I would want to live under would be directly under the authority of Christ, in the flesh.

The thing on the mind of most conservatives to change about society is to persecute or severely limit the rights of people who are homosexual. Although I believe that homosexuality is a sin, I believe divorce is also, but I don’t see many conservatives giving up sexual relations with their previously divorced spouse. And these are the same kinds of people with the same reasons for discriminating against people of color and women in previous generations.

Instead of targeting people, because I don’t agree with their values, I seek to help those out who society has rejected. The most rejected by society are animals. Cute little furry animals are kept as prisoners and tortured, so that the chemical and meat industries can collect more cash from unsafe products. Their habitat is destroyed all over the world, in a senseless rush to use up all the world’s potentially renewable resources in a couple generations. Also, prisoners are discriminated against. We often see them as the enemy in our society, but we all have sinned and are to forgive our neighbors. So we should help people who have made mistakes to get back a productive place in society and find a way to keep from getting sent back to jail.

3.2 Innocence Lost

I used to think that the common conception, that earlier decades of this century or earlier centuries were more innocent, was just nostalgia. But, as I now enjoy watching TV shows that I watched in my youth, I am reminded about how much simpler things were, even 15-20 years ago

3.2.1 Technology

One of the things that has really complicated life is the increased complexity in software, games, phones, mainly centered around the Internet.

I remember when I first used a computer, the main difference between using the computer for word processing rather than by hand or on a type writer was the ability to cut and paste. When you make the jump from producing for print, to producing for the web or email, the complexity increases at an exponential rate. Things like structured documents and file size matter much less, when you are not moving documents around primarily in an electronic format.

I think the problem is, that things are advancing so fast that we are not able to adjust our society, in a useful way. Criminals, people in the sex industry, and the military understand technology well and make good use of it. But for the average person, just understanding what the main features are, or even what the feature descriptions mean the software does is overwhelming, even for as simple a thing as a word processor, even for me.

I was reading about 2 things over the last several weeks, that sound like very useful technologies, one quite old and the other not even ready for use yet. One is Web 3.0 or the Semantic Web and the other is the RISC OS operating system.

The RISC OS is a operating system first made by the BBC and comes from the United Kingdom (also known as Great Britain). It is not well known anywhere, especially in the United States, but this system is easier to use and more suited to desktop publishing than the latest Mac. It is relatively expensive and is not compatible with many things, but it makes up for this in its well thought out design.

The Semantic Web is a way of getting computers to understand human language better, by making the information smarter. This means giving extra information for the computer, along with the writing designed to be read by humans. This is built on what is called an ontology, or system of knowledge, where the computer is shown how words are related. This is a very simple level of complexity for the computer to handle, but should make things easier for us. For example, when you search for pizza, the computer doesn’t understand that Italian food is related to pizza, so if you search for pizza places, it is not going to list the Italian restaurant.

This is a great idea, but the problem is who gets to decide which ontology to use. What if the ontology said that Jesus Christ is the same as Buddha or Allah?

As our jobs become more and more directly associated with computers, we socialize mainly with computers, and we get entertainment mainly with computers, the less culture we will have. Art created based on watching people type into computers is not a interesting subject for most artists. When I was a kid, if someone could use a computer on a TV show, they were a nerd and specialist and they were only used, as one of many skills. Now on TV shows, almost everyone uses a computer and the computer specialists know a tremendous level of background knowledge and skill, in almost every area of computers.

3.2.2 Human Relationships

Over the last 20 years, the family and other social interactions have changed rapidly and are quite different then they were even a few years ago.

When I was a kid, no one was talking about Gay rights or discrimination against homosexuals. I never thought of the idea of same-sex marriages. There were no actors playing gay main characters on any of the TV shows I watched. Now we have numerous shows where men even kiss on TV and everyone has an opinion on gay marriage.

International relations were different when I was younger. We didn’t worry much about terrorism in America and Russia was our main enemy. Russia was falling apart and so we were entering a time of peace without there being any conceivable future threats. When the first Gulf War happened it was fought in a few days.

When I went to school, my parents supported the teachers and we followed the principals rules. Today, parents can get the schools to do anything they want them to by threatening to sue. When I went to school, we didn’t know of anyone who was an illegal immigrant. I did not know of anyone on paid school staff who did translating. When we learned about history, it was just about American history and a little history of England. When I went to school, we didn’t have any after school programs. But we had numerous sports to choose from.

On sitcoms today, the relationships are totally different. We see the mothers as the leaders of the family, and the dads act like kids. The kids are seen as equal partners in decision making. The parents have the same amount of maturity as their kids. Sex is commonly talked about and the women don’t want to get married any more than the men. Women are as interested in the way the guy looks, as the kind of job he has.

3.3 The Public Mind and American Democracy

Many young people are critical of America and then my parent’s generation will say "it is the worst form of government, except for all others". American democracy works, but not for the reasons people think. Sure we are free to vote, but there are only 2 parties that have a chance of winning and they are almost identical.

Many young people get upset because they want real change and they believe that our democracy should allow them to make radical changes. Then, when they realize it is not possible: they stop voting, they get involved in violent protests and sabotage, they take out their frustrations with their cars, drink heavily or take drugs, or try to do various lobbying efforts.

The reality is that we are not ruled by a democracy but by a dictatorship, but instead of using violence to control people, the dictatorship uses the media to control our world-view. People say that is not true because we can say almost anything we want about the government and there are no censors. As long as it is not communicated to enough people in a way that will convince them, then the government doesn’t care.

Controlling people’s minds is the best way to control the government. People will put up with almost anything, as long as they think they are well enough off financially. People like to talk about freedom, but really all most people want to do is just follow orders. Most people don’t care about doing what is right or wrong, as long as they are members of a large group that can tell them what to believe. It is not that the average person wants to cause problems for others, its just that they are unwilling to change anything about their lives to help.

They key for individuals, who want to do what is the right thing and not just what is comfortable, I would like to introduce: the concept of "no blood on my hands" where we work to limit the amount of destruction we cause to others and use creativity to go "under the radar" so that we are following all the laws, but we are at the same time freeing them from the media controlling our minds and we work to "free others" on a small scale.

"No blood on my hands" means limiting our impact on the environment and the poor. Many things fall under this, which is often called the voluntary simplicity movement. Some of the things I do are: use shampoo and detergent that are not tested on animals, I don’t eat beef, I don’t drink alcohol, I use open source software, and I give to help farm animals left to starve to death and to Christian ministries in prisons.

"Going under the radar" seems the easiest to do on the Internet. Be part of the long tail, where you appeal to a small segment of the market or a given specialty. You can effectively compete with the likes of Google, Yahoo, and Microsoft in concert with many other specialty sites, without any coordination necessary. You can subvert the media by licensing your work under a creative commons license.

"Freeing others" comes from sharing information that condemns consumerism and materialism. Instead of consuming the information that is produced for the masses, get your information from foreign books and international news from other countries. Another way to free others is to be positive and encourage others. Pray for them and find news of positive things going on in the world.

Most importantly, do not invent any technology that would upset the economy, even in a way that would help others. The government doesn’t look to kindly on people figuring out how to produce energy for free or anything that fundamentally advances Science.

3.4 The Protestant Ethic

Have you ever wondered why so many Republicans are Evangelicals and why so many Evangelicals are Republicans? Because many are both interested in making money. But many are moral because they never spend it - that would be pagan. You too can get rich if you join our church. Our theologians have found the secret to creating wealth - having lots of money to start with.

3.4.1 Hard Work

My neighbor says

He wants a website

You do websites?

What is it for?

To sell things

I am not your man

I know how to write

How to design

How to think

How to create

How the technology works

I  have 9 years of experience

And am hard working

I can do it for free

By I don’t know how

To convince people

To buy something

It is a common misconception

That people are poor

Because they are lazy

In America we equate

Hard work with money

But their are millions

Who would beg to differ

Proverbs says we should

Work hard

But God never promises

To make us rich

Even if we follow

All His commandments

If godliness equated money

Or money was to be valued

Then Jesus would have been rich

Paul was poor and in prison

And he was happier then

Than any time of his life

Solomon was rich but depressed

When he had the wealth

Of the entire world

He wrote the most

Nihilistic book of the Bible

3.4.2 American Philosophy

You thought philosophy

Was the love of knowledge

But why does it matter

If it can’t make you rich?

If working 40 hours a week

Gives you enough money

To live on

Then working 80 hours a week

Will give you money to invest

If you invest all that money

You will be rich

And then you can start

Your own business

So you can be a proprietor

Then you can sell

Your business

To make more money

Don’t worry about

Studying the classics

It only matters

If you have money

The more money you have

The more you can make

The more time you spend

The more money you make

This is all you need to know

The rest is luck and marketing

What else is there to life?

3.4.3 Faith and Work

You are a technical writer

Your job is to write

About new technology

Your audience is affluent

You publish for your advertisers

You publish facts

But they seem to always

Be in favor of whoever

Pays you the most money

When you are discovered

You lash out angrily

With weakly worded insults

You get angry comments

You lose more readers

Do you think

You did something wrong?

Was that you at church

On Sunday

In the front row?

Was it you who ranted on

About those liberal rascals

In the church parking lot?

Do you think you were

Acting Christian?

What has that

Got to do with it?

3.4.4 Bad Monk

He wears a coarse robe

Of brown burlap

His head is shaved

And he is silent

He works in the fields

In the heat of the day

He picks oranges

Atop high ladders

And makes marmalade

The following morning

To give to the

Orphans and widows

To bring a smile

To their little faces

He kneels down

For the midnight prayers

This is how he spends

Most of his days

What a waste

He could be pulling

A 6 figure salary

As a professional gambler

If he would just

Jump the border

And steal someone’s identity

No questions would be asked

He would only be taking

A job Americans

Are unwilling to do

3.4.5 Religion of Isolation

God loves me

And my family

He doesn’t like you

He chose to save me

No matter what I do

I am one of the few

Who get to go

To Heaven

God didn’t choose you

So you got to Hell

I cannot explain

Why God makes

Those decisions

But we have no right

To contest it

I don’t have to care

That all my friends

And coworkers

Are unbelievers

I believe they

Have been specifically

Chosen to suffer

For all eternity

It is all set in stone

And it doesn’t matter

How you or I act

You are one of those

Who haven’t been chosen

I will not associate with you

Because I am better

We have exclusive clubs

And we make more money

Our kids will be

Your kids bosses

God has blessed us

For His reasons

We have enough members

We are not interested

In your salvation

We will try to punish you

By creating laws

That are based on our

Odd view of life

We think everyone

Should follow our beliefs

No matter if they believe

Or not

3.4.6 Worldly

The whole world

Is Going to Hell

Except the members

Of my church

If you don’t believe

Just like us

In our warped

View of Scripture

There is no hope

For you

Those who are

Not among us

Die their hair

Bright colors

They paint their fingernails

All solid black

They have piercing

And they have tattoos

They read Harry Potter

And listen to

Liberal radio broadcasts

And non Christian music

They have parties

And watch movies

They watch TV

And use the Internet

They drink alcohol

Outside of communion

No on like that

Would dare come to

Our church

3.4.7 Who Can Help Themselves

God will only help you

If you can help yourself

You are only saved

If you are rich

God always blesses you

In a purely financial way

Christian charity

Means having a job

That pays lot of money

If you can do this

By your own skills

Then God will help you

God looks down on

Those who are lazy

Who we can determine

By those who make

Only a little money

Money follows grace

The point of following

All of God’s commands

Is to get rich

If you weren’t gaining anything

Then why would you

Go to all the effort

Of going to church

And raising money

To send your kids

To camp in the summer?

3.5 Capitalism and Atheism

3.5.1 Un American

Conservatives say that

It is un American

To challenge the power

Of multinational corporations

But how American

Are these companies?

They don’t pay any taxes

To the American government

They don’t employ US workers

They are invested in by

Unstable dictatorships

Countries in the Middle East

Their bank accounts are in

Offshore islands

Or Swiss banks

3.5.2 Democracy vs. Capitalism

Our enemy during the cold war

Was communism

And millions died for this cause

But what were we fighting for?

Democracy isn’t the opposite of communism

Anymore than medicine

Is the opposite of sociology

How could people be against communism?

A more equitable distribution of wealth

Should fit in comfortably

In a country with a distribution of power

What we were really fighting was dictatorship

But we supported other dictators

The only thing that differentiated

Our "communist" enemies from

Our dictator friends

Was who would open their markets

Their raw materials and cheap labor

To multi-national corporations

To sap every drop of possible profit from

The reality is that no one has ever

Or would ever give up power willingly

The only reason why we can speak freely

In America is because our souls

Are bought and paid for in full

The only way the government would allow

Government that is voted in office

Is if they had absolute control over the media

We can say whatever we want in America

So long as no one hears it or doesn’t act on it

3.5.3 Freedom and Terror

We are afraid of being attacked without warning

We lost 3,000 of our people

Those in the Middle East are tired of being victims

Of American violence

We have killed off hundreds of thousands of them

And we are fighting the wrong nation

It is just like how the police in America

Don’t bother to solve crimes

But rather find the nearest person of color

To be a scapegoat to appease the grieving

Who is really a threat to who?

A few thousand poor people

With improvised weapons living in tents

Or the most wealthy nation in the world

Which has the capability to fight the entire

Rest of the world together and win

We spend more in a day on war

Than our entire annual budget for education

The president thinks it is a waste of money

To offer free medical care for the poor

But keeps on donating money to the rich

Who have drove their companies into the ground

We spend more on software

That we could get a better version for free

Than the annual salary of the person

Operating the computer

In a third world country

Our kids take drugs to escape from reality

And that finances the Middle Eastern terrorists

We invade their country but won’t

Destroy the crops that it comes from

For fear of alienating ourselves from the locals

There is an easy solution

It is against the religious beliefs of those

Who are growing the drugs to continue with it

So all we need to do is guarantee them the same money

From selling something that is not a drug

But our government is really afraid of

Alienating the multi-national corporations

That got the government elected

3.5.4 More than Bread

Man does not live on bread alone

What is best for man

Is not limited to what is best

For his taste-buds

And for his sensual enjoyment

A person has more needs

Than food clothing and shelter

Man needs a good relationship

With God with other people

And with the animals and plants

And his entire ecosystem

Which is primarily spiritual

What we see is not all there is

What we can sense is not eternal

Satisfying our feelings

And maintaining physical health

Is not the entire picture

People have hearts and souls

They need to help others

They need to give of themselves

This may not be a balanced accounting

In the realm of money

But the heart and the soul

Have needs as well

What the body craves can actually

Destroy the mind

What the mind craves can

Destroy the heart

We need to know there is more

To life than eating and sleeping

What we need to be satisfied

Is in the giving of ourselves

To our Heavenly Father first

In humility and reverence

And to those who are in need

Who are physically, emotionally, or spiritually

Hungry and malnourished

We need to sacrifice our own needs

So that we both may live better lives

It is bad to be a slave to work

But it is worse to be a slave to your belly

This is the problem

With solutions to problems

That are only economic

This is why communism and capitalism

Both fail at improving lives

Like treating medical problems

Without awareness of the patients minds

Does not guarantee good health

It does not matter how much money

You have or how protected you are

If you cannot make the lives

Of anyone else better

Than how can you call yourself human?

Even animals help other animals in need

Even plants provide for life

Giving of themselves

And returning the resources back

When they part with life

The point of a business is to make money

At least theoretically

And a corporation only has a responsibility

To its shareholders

There is nothing to be gained

By society as a whole

Even if the business advances technology

Or extends our lives

Because it is doing it at the cost

Of other people and animal’s welfare

To live happy and fulfilling lives

We do not need cell phones

Or computer games

Having a more powerful military

Does not guarantee we will win wars

Having the best education system

Does not mean there will be no crime

Immunizing people against diseases

Does not guarantee a long life

Man does not live on bread alone

3.5.5 Conscience

Some people say we need

Objective standards to live by

So that we can all agree

On what is right and wrong

We make all these turns of logic

And people are then

Afraid to make choices

Or more likely turned off by

Ethics in particular

Or philosophy in general

We do not need to understand

The phenomenology of Hegel

To know what is right

Is it surprising that basic laws

Are similar across belief systems

And that people still find

The Bible is relevant to them?

Is it a wonder that atheists

Are much more likely

To be afraid of death?

There are absolutes

And this does not mean

That we can be objective

But rather that the Creator

Of the multi-verses

Actually exists

That we are responsible

For our own actions

Whether or not we claim

We didn’t understand

Do businessman really

Believe if being honest

That killing off an entire species

Or leveling an entire forest

Or experimenting on animals

Or wiping out an entire civilization

Is not wrong?

People lie and rationalize

God doesn’t

3.5.6 Logic and Religion

Why do we need rules?

Why can we just live

By doing what helps ourselves?

How do we define

What helps ourselves?

Is there no such thing as generosity?

Do we think that all our desires

Could be satisfied on our own?

Could we have a society

Where everyone did whatever

Gained him the most

And ignored the spiritual dimension?

Spiritual forces are at play

And are involved in every thought

And action we make

Denying that there is a God

Does not make it so

And getting rid of religion

Because some people abused it

Does not solve the real problem

The real problem is that

When we seek to satisfy

Our own desires

And do not keep our focus on God

And on those in need

Our desires escalate

First, we are fed with bread

Then, all we want is cake

Then all we want to have is a job

Then all we want is to be middle class

Then all we want is a car

Then all we want is a house

Then all we want is a wife

Then all we want is a family

But seeking all these

For the benefit of just yourself

Adds up to a very sad world

That no one would want to live in

Do you ever wonder what

Car companies would do

If wheel technology was patented?

How would we communicate

If the English language was copyrighted?

What if libraries were illegal?

How could people afford to do research?

What if we didn’t have free education?

What if there were no scholarships?

The point is that even the universe

Did not come out of a vacuum

We are all interrelated to each other

And we all have had help

No one is a self made man

Businesses get more government money

Than those on welfare

We need to see to our whole

Community and its welfare

If we are to live in peace with each other

3.5.7 On Marx and Engels

Communism has failed

And yet it has never actually been tried

We associate freedom

With domination by monopolies

And morality with corruption

The whole world is oriented

Around how to make a few people

Even richer than they are now

The only developments we see

Are first applied to warfare

Or they receive no funds

We want to minimize our losses

But if they are not Americans

We don’t care how many suffer

Even those who are our allies

Unless they are white

We are only limited in

The deployment of violence

By our fear of retaliation

But that is not great

In a world we dominate

In every sense of the word

We can afford to launch

Preventative wars against countries

Who are driven by morality

Just because we have no values

We think freedom is about money

And the only sin is enjoying sex

We think that people’s behavior

In their bedrooms

Is more important than what

Others do in boardrooms

We think we are so different

Than our greatest enemies

But we really see life the same way

They only hate us because we are rich

And we only persecute them

Because we use different vocabulary

Giving money to those in need

Is considered corruption

And our only values

Are about saving money

Because their may be inefficiency

In the government running welfare

We get rid of it entirely

There is less and less of a middle class

And people only think they are

Because they keep changing

The meaning of the word

We are continuing to get poorer

More in spirit than money

But we keep on voting

For those who created our problems

The word liberal is so vilified

That the average American

Thinks the poor should be punished

We keep on taxing alcohol and tobacco

With no restraint

And no one speaks out for the poor

But even our poor

Are rich by the world’s standards

But no one considers Africa

Or anywhere there isn’t oil

We only treat those in the

Middle East as people

To the extent that we

Are addicted to oil

We know we are running out

But it is considered un-American

To use alternatives or to conserve

American values consumerism

Most our economy is based on spending

The only thing our government

Asks of us is to get ourselves into debt

For things we don’t need

Or even care much about

The ideas of Marx and Engels

Are very much alive

Their solution would never work

But their statement of the problem

Is as relevant today as when

They first wrote it

The difference is that the proletariat

Is in the Third World

But anyone who isn’t white

We really have no time for

3.5.8 Marxism is Defeated

We have long since defeated

What we call communism

And yet we still think it alive

And fear it alone

Basically we equate any idea

Of justice or peace

As a ruse to a dictatorship

The only people we trust

Are the cowards that send

Our children to war

And spend their time in office

Finding ways to make themselves richer

With no thought as to the consequences

We think that war means peace

And that evil is good

We claim to be a Christian nation

And yet our values

Are whatever makes the most money

We don’t care if the corporations

Control the government

We call this democracy

And claim that is what we fight for

But the only people that win

Are those supplying the weapons

Our heads of state are capitalists

And the only thing that motivates them

Is the interests of those with

The most money

Because they never spend any of it

But on charities that get them more money

They are considered good and moral

We think that every rich man

Got his wealth by his work alone

And the only way God blesses us

Is by making us materially rich

Christ would be a liberal

And that makes Christians mad

Because that means they are in the wrong

They are too busy persecuting

Those who look Middle Eastern to them

Than to think about compassion or humility

They see Christ as a conqueror

Basically Rome is their God

They only pray to God

Because they think that will help them

Win more wars

Like a superstition they pick and choose

Obscure references and equate them

With invented meanings

They are right on every detail

Of every subtlety of cultural meaning

And yet miss the main ideas

3.6 What If?

What if the Chinese didn’t close down their fleet of ships after Zheng He’s expeditions in the Ming Dynasty (about 1433 AD) ?

The Chinese had the largest wooden ships ever built and and more than any European power at that time -  and may have sailed as far as the New World, but they could not afford to anymore with other projects and wars related to conflicts with Mongolia, as they didn’t sail in order to make money.

3.6.1 Buddhists Missionaries

Coming off ships

Brimming with canons

Loaded with gold

And human slaves

Along the Swahili coast

We have a new religion

Coming to Africa

From the Chinese

Buddhism is spreading

Westward into the jungles

Of central Africa

Buddhism wasn’t very popular

At first until we were

Allowed to keep

Our old religions

We said we were happy

With our own gods

And didn’t need theirs

But they told us

If we didn’t follow them

We would come back again

As a monkey

Or end up this life

In a crate headed for China

To work the rice fields

We were told how compassionate

This guy called Buddha was

We asked why they didn’t

Feed the hungry locals

They said we had to give up

Everything and be a monk

Most of us signed up

As we had nothing

Until we found out

We had to beg for food

Buddhism didn’t sound like

Much of an improvement

Buddhism sounded like

A religion for the wealthy

The Chinese government

Said they were just here

For trade and to make us

More civilized

We thought that meant

We would get rich

But it seemed the longer

The Chinese were here

The poorer we became

The continued to make

Improvements in infrastructure

So the Buddhists could

Spread their religion

We have trains all over Africa

They get our natural resources

On ships headed to China

Faster that way

We found out that most

Of the officials weren’t Buddhists

And that Buddhism wasn’t

Really Chinese anyway

We were told that Buddhists

Were pacifists

Although we saw many

Chinese soldiers who were Buddhist

3.6.2 European Backwaters

No one cares about Europe

Why would they?

They are few in number

And they don’t have any money

The Buddhists were active here

But the Christians outlawed them

As heretics and put them in prison

They were not a European religion

There are no empires in Europe

And the countries are all really small

The whole land mass

Is smaller than China

They don’t have anything of worth

To trade or to sell

They don’t make good slaves

They look like ghosts

They are the color of death

And they are dressed in rags

They don’t have any navies of any size

We could conquer them easily

But they have nothing worth taking

They believe in one God

And most can’t read

They have no common language

We still are not sure

Whether to classify them

As humans or not

They have no culture like ours

The few people who can read

Spend most of their days praying

They are obsessed with their classics

Some stuff written down

1, 000-2,000 years ago

By a small empire called Rome

And an even smaller one called Greece

What if we found another world that worshipped Jesus and was much more technologically advanced than us?

3.6.3 Christian World

People from another world

Who look a lot like us

And can speak our languages

Appear in a museum

Of ancient artifacts

They tell us about their God

And His name is Jesus Christ

And they came to our world

As missionaries because

Their world is all Christian

They have been traveling

From world to world

For hundreds of years

To spread the Gospel

Through inventions of

Their own designs

They live in a world

That is a thousand years

More advanced than ours

They can also travel

Through time and space

They have never seen

A world as corrupt

And as evil as ours

That hasn’t destroyed itself

They live communally

And they have no crime

Their society has lasted

For thousands of years

Without conflicts

They want to help us

But they say the problem

Is not that we haven’t

Advanced in technology enough

But that we need to

Improve ourselves morally

They have no environmental problems

And have never had any in their history

They treat animals as equals

And eat entirely vegetarian

They have hundreds of billions of people

On their world

And they are self-sufficient energy wise

Even though they their technology

Uses a lot of energy

Because they limit their use

What if Jesus came today?

3.6.4 Contemporary Jesus

If Jesus came today

He would be homeless

And hang out with

Strippers and escorts

He would be at the clubs

And at the political rallies

With anarchists and goths

He would be the son

Of a computer programmer

Who worked in a small business

Based on open source

His mother would be

An artist or designer

He would listen to reggae

And be vegetarian

He would live in a

Community house

With all possessions

Held in common

He would hand out flyers

For environmental causes

He would hang out

At poetry readings

And at Internet cafes

He would be a member

Of His local

Linux Users Group

And would use only

Open Source software

He would have served in Iraq

And in the Peace Corps

He would have

Started a new religion

And criticized the political elite

He would start a reform

Of the religious wrong

He would be a liberal

And speak out against

The conservative powers

People would follow Him

But not be able to explain why

The news would not film Him

And people would

Make fun of His followers

Pastors would say that

He was a heretic

They would ban Him

From church on Sunday

And the police would

Call Him an agitator

Bush would call Him

A terrorist leader

And He would be

Imprisoned without trial

He would be interrogated

And released to a mental hospital

He would form His own band

And He would have a blog

Where He would write poetry

With millions of monthly visitors

What if stuffed toys ran the world?

3.6.5 Toy Society

Children are prized above all

They are the friends

Of the powerful elite

The president’s dump truck

Is pushed by a toddler

And the famous actors

Sign the diapers of their fans

The toy entrepreneurs

Load up the toy boxes

In their factories

And the children

Drive around the boxes

In battery operated

And joystick controlled

All terrain vehicles

The children go to play

At the toy research centers

To see what toys

Are the most popular

And for quality control

They are played with

Under supervision

Of the toy managers

To make sure they

Are safe for play

Day care for the toys

Is provided by toddlers

And teams of seamstresses

Are trained to be

The top surgeons

Of the toy leaders

Each toy is treasured

For its entire life

The toy gets a new

Assigned kid to look after

When the previous kid

Begins to grow up

No toys are ever given

To animals to martyr

There is always

A loving home

For every toy

They will always be warm

And kept clean and dry

There are always activities

To keep the toys busy

They have a great Christmas party

Where they meet new kids

And a holiday parade

Where all the toy stars

Are dressed up and honored

There are award ceremonies

For the kid’s favorite

Toys of the year

When the kids grow up

They are used as heaters

What if farm animals ran the world?

3.6.6 Farm Society

The cows roam free

All over the midwest

Milk, cheese, and ice cream

Are free for every child

No animals are in prison

And they all have

Their own barns

With heated blankets

And human employees

To clean away the cow pies

Half the nation’s wealth

Is in grain, crackers, and alfalfa

The currency is sugar

And no one eats meat

The pigs are the police

And everyone caught

Eating an animal’s flesh

Is sent across the border

The sheep clear the

Wildflowers and weeds

So the human workers

Can plant the corn and wheat

For their cow leaders

All the extra paper

From all the books

Not recorded in farm animal

Languages are recycled

With the help of the goats

There is plenty of power

To run the mills

From all the cow pies

Cows are assigned

To each residential block

To keep the grass cut

There is no more

Need for cars

Nothing too small

To carry a cow

Is licensed to drive

There are new uses

For all the SUVs

They are all powered

By sugar cane

Left over from cow deserts

4 Emotional Breakthroughs

4.1 Son of Strength

I have developed the idea of raising the bar, once I reach the level that was once my goal, for a higher goal and then on and on until I die. I think I reached rock bottom recently. I have developed the ability to understand philosophy despite having Schizophrenia and with it the near impossibility of understanding abstract thought.

Based on this insight, I surmised that I could do the same thing with my physical body. I would strengthen my will to the point that I could force my body to do what it couldn’t physically much as Special Forces do. The problem is that in the Special Forces, when the training is done, that at some point the service member gets to rest. They don’t tire out the service members to the point that they have no energy, before they drop them onto classified missions.

So for me to assume that I could will myself into mastering my body is a flawed assertion at best. But that was very arrogant to assume that I could reach that level of intensity, without having even attempting that kind of training. Anyway, when I came back from my run, which I was able to push myself past more pain than I was able to do in any of my cross country running, I tasted blood in my lungs and at the point when I got back to my retirement center, one of the managers thought I was having a heart attack.

This showed me that I need to slow down and be aware that although I can dream of saving the world, I do not have the energy to.

In addition to never being able to feel fully rested no matter how much sleep I have had, I can’t push past it with greater mental strength, as I don’t even have the control over my mind as a normal person does.

What the Apostle Paul said in Romans is at the heart of (Christian) Existentialism. We cannot do what we want to. We are not strong enough mentally to reach our goals. We must leave saving the world to God and just help in small ways or else we will not survive long enough to see the fruits of our efforts.

I have finally realized that having Schizophrenia is not just a mental illness; it is a physical one as well. If your medicine is being effective on giving you some control of your thoughts, then you will have no energy to do anything.

For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

I have recently arrived at the conclusion that the increased suffering of the world recently is the direct fault of Christians not following what God has called them to do, and in response to the fact and because I am in the wealthiest nation on the earth and because of my gifts of intelligence and creativity that I should be able to make a measurable dent in the amount of suffering that the sentient beings of the earth must feel. But the problem is I don’t have the strength to have the reach that I believe I should have.

Many of the problems of the world, if they are to be solved by people, need more resources than I have been given. I will just have to accept that there is some reason that God is allowing this to happen by conscious choice alone.

I have had to struggle with whether to say I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead and that he was both man and God or that that is a fact. I have recently come to understand that belief is stronger than facts. Similarly to how I said when we had to mark opinion as false and fact as true that opinions could be truths but facts are not consequential enough to be truths. So it shows more certainty to say that I believe in Heaven and Hell than to say flatly that there is a Heaven and Hell and that is the truth whether you agree with it or not you will go to one, because of course its true to the limits of my knowledge which is all I can guarantee by saying it is the truth, but to say I believe something to be true means that I haven’t just proved it intellectually, but it is so true that I risk eternity on it.

4.2 Heaven and Earth

There is a rhythm that exists

Deep inside your spirit

When all you hear is breathing

And your mind is all alone

Thoughts take flight

And you see nothing

Returning the power to Heaven

And the ten thousand things

Follow your mind

Liberation is a subtlety

And freedom comes from control

The hierarchy reflects nature

And the order is transparent

Within an instant

Everything fades away

The mind is ruler

And the body follows

When the mind is empty

The body is fully alert

With each breath

Heaven takes more territory

And the Earth longs

For heaven’s leadership

A unity exists

When Heaven is patriarch

And his rule is sage-like

And shows perspective

The Way leads to your heart

And is illuminated by your breath

Heaven leads the Way

And each member settles in

For a long peace

And a stable rule

The Way is narrow

When your mind is a casualty of war

It broadens

As Heaven is seated on your throne

4.3 The Breakthrough

4.3.1 History

In Elementary School, I was so bored, as the classes were so stupefied and repetitious, that I daydreamed most of the time. Middle School was a dark time for me, as I had a very painful time getting rid of some huge warts. I also struggled with people kicking and hitting me, especially on the bus and in shop class.

High school was a renaissance for me, as I had always looked forward, to being in clubs. By my junior year, I was involved in Cheerleading, Boy Scouts, Summer Camp Counselor, Explorer Scouts, Catering, French Club, Model United Nations, Speech Team, a Political Club I started, a multimedia CD-ROM project with Sony, Future Business Leaders of America, a student journal, and a number of other ones I cannot remember. Other years I did Cross Country and Long Distance Track, instead of Cheerleading. I put as much work into each of these, as I was able to, with the most time spent on: the Political Club I started, Cheerleading, Speech Team, and Boy Scouts.

At the end of my junior year, I signed up for the military, under the delayed entry program, so that I shipped, off for Basic Training a month, after I graduated from High School. I spent the whole year getting into shape for the Army and reduced my load of activities down to the seven I enjoyed most. Some of the reasons for joining the military were: serving my country, money for college, getting a break from school, and getting experiences for my resume. The military was harder than anything I had done before and I proved that anyone could do it, if they put in as much effort, as I did.

When I left the military, due to mental illness, I went into school right away, but I began writing some poetry, about a year through, and was inspired by learning about Postmodernism in an English Writing class, Chinese philosophy ,in my year long Chinese literature course, and Existentialism and Ecofeminism in some summer courses. I started out with a Business major, but later switched to Journalism, as I hated business so much and was not very good at it. I was always good at writing and so Journalism was a much better match.

Then on December 11th 1999, I was voluntarily admitted to the psychiatric ward of the local private hospital. I did not write for several months afterwards because I couldn’t. I didn’t know if I could write or understand philosophy again, but I continued to pursue it for a number of months and when I switched to a newer medicine I began to be able to write well again and understand philosophy.

4.3.2 Background

I have studied philosophy, religion, and literature, both European and Asian for 9 years, to help give myself a multicultural understanding of the Bible. I believe that theological traditions, in American culture, have kept us, from understanding what the Bible is really about. What is really misunderstood is who the Holy Spirit is and how God’s Spirit works, in the world, and in our hearts.

The passages, that deal with the Holy Spirit, are some of the most cited and the most unread of the Bible. The Holy Spirit spoke through David, in the Psalms, and through God’s prophets, as well as in Paul’s letters. I have developed a philosophy that combines Philosophical Taoism and Christian Existentialism, to help people understand God in a new way that originally comes from Scripture itself. This philosophy is meant to help seekers understand biblically based Christianity better and this also serves as an inspiration for Christianity, starting several hundred years from now.

But, I have pursued this as much, as I have the ability to and I will need to rely on God, to keep this around as long as it is His will to do so. For most people, their problem is ignoring what God is telling them, but my problem is that I take too much of it on myself. I have to realize, that God can do any of the work, that needs to be done that I cannot complete. This is not an excuse, to neglect God’s voice, and fail to do the work He has prepared for us, but there is a balance in God’s expectations and I have fallen on the side, of being a workaholic.

And the search for rest and my struggle with doing too much is an important theme in the philosophy. My understanding of Chinese philosophy is based on my upbringing as a Confucian scholar, which in western terms would be considered a workaholic. Ironically, Existentialism and Taoism have a lot to do with rest and enjoyment of life, but the paradox is that the father of Existentialism, Kierkegaard, worked himself to death.

I have recently had the opportunity to see a number of contemporary Chinese philosophy influenced works of art, in a museum near where I live, and the common theme is the magnitude of work and the precision involved in creating it. When I compare European art, to Asian art, I laugh, because it is so simplistic. But I have also seen the freedom in western art especially the Impressionists and in the work of Picasso.

I have constantly been fighting, to save the world, since my departure from the military, but I have finally realized, that it is ok to rest and that my work is finished.

4.3.3 Questions

It is commonly thought, that if you believe in the Bible, it answers all your questions, so you don’t have to think. You often hear people, who call themselves Christians, say they believe in all these absolutes and that they have life all figured out. This is totally wrong. While the Bible does give assurance of salvation, provided you repent of your sins and believe in Jesus’ resurrection, there is not much else the Bible gives specific answers to.

Once you get past a couple of basic theological ideas about God, man, and their relationship, the more you look through the Bible, the more you will be surprised, at the implications of scripture. Did you know that Scripture never says, that we can’t travel through time or different dimensions? Did you know that the Scriptures describe something, that sounds a lot like a UFO? Did you know that the Bible doesn’t even refer to those, who can be saved, as human beings and that the Bible never says, that there aren’t aliens? In fact, the more bizarre Science gets, the more the Bible lines up, with these new theories.

It is commonly thought, that only atheists are skeptics and that uncertainty is not a Biblical theme. The truth is that there are very few absolutes, in the Bible. The Bible is also very Asian, in its content. Most of the Bible is poetry and one of the main unifying themes, of the Bible, is suffering. The Bible speaks against the occult and even Greek philosophy, but not Eastern Philosophy or Christian mysticism.

Christians, who are honest, have to admit, that they constantly struggle with sins, doubts about promises in the Bible and various psychological issues, like addictions and depression. The Bible doesn’t say, that all suffering comes from sin. In fact, King David suffered from depression and paranoia and he was filled with the Holy Spirit. Although the Bible helps us recognize, that there is a spiritual component to most issues, it leaves open the idea, that we can have psychological conditions, as well as physical ailments, that aren’t necessarily the result of sin.

4.3.4 The Letter

I had a great break through last night.

I realized that I constantly looked for ways to improve my philosophy and my website in my mind and I have come, to the conclusion, that there is nothing more I can do, with the philosophy. I have just started telling myself, that I do not need to solve all the world’s problems, by myself.

I have to wait on God, to solve the world’s problems, in His time. I have gone as far as I can, in this direction. I have realized, that God doesn’t require us to do some gigantic special project, and we are only responsible, for ourselves.

Just because other people have no vision and are not bright enough, to think of anything other than sports, does not mean what I have done is of no value. There is no reason why most people need to understand what I have done. I don’t need to constantly improve myself.

It is OK, to just enjoy life. If people don’t share my interests or values, maybe it is their problem and not mine. People being rude to me, or not liking me is not always my problem. I don’t always need to be the one to change.

I do not need to be able to answer everyone’s problems, that keep them from salvation. I am only responsible, for myself, and keeping the right attitude, before God.

4.3.5 More Thoughts

I don’t have to always be learning new things. I don’t always have to do everything, for a reason. I don’t always have to make ten backups, of everything I create. I don’t have to publish everything I do. I don’t have to worry about all the possible bad things people could use, what I have created, to do.

I don’t have to constantly get more talented, at everything. I don’t have to master every discipline. I don’t have to complete everything, as soon as I think of it. If something is that important, it will come back to me later.

4.3.6 In Verse

My mind runs endlessly

At the speed of thought

There are no breaks

To watch TV

There is no excuse

To stop working

When you believe

You can save the world

How can you end

Your essential project

When you believe

Everyday is your last

You push harder

And you never stop

When your expectations

Are endless

And always rising

You will never finish

You will never be satisfied

Until you are at the end

Of what you can handle

I stopped yesterday

I cannot continue

I need to wait

On God to save us

Continued improvement

Is not necessary

I am not always wrong

Its not always my fault

When someone doesn’t like me

When someone can’t relate

I am not responsible

For anyone but myself

5 Nature of God

Breakthroughs in my understanding of the nature of God.

5.1 Jesus Poetry

5.1.1 The One

The words jump out at you

They dance on the page

A steady light to pierce through the mist and shadows

A light that gravity cannot bend

A power that surpasses that of the undead

Like a quark compared to a strand of DNA

A book of the highest magic

A chill like that of a winter storm

As soothing as a glass of tea for a sore throat

A written record that proves history as we know it is a lie

Balrogs and Orcs ambush us at every turn

The road goes ever on and on

He stands taller than an Elven King

With strength greater than that of a ring

The battle is fought even in the Shire

Little Hobbits pass by without notice

The evil within is greater than that of the Dark Lord

We must struggle each year with the pain of our youth

Stepping out on the first day of the Fellowship

Knowing terror lurks under every darkened forest

But that One older than the forest is singing merrily

And in the havens the Immortals sing songs higher than we can sing

We are inseparable with the One even when at the farthest reaches of the universe

Our brothers and sisters move in concert with our every twitch

The words spoken by the Hebrew prophets thousands of years ago

Are a postmodern deconstruction of our present situation

What broke the symmetry of the emptiness?

Is it the same force that has slowed down the explosion of new life forms?

That disharmony increases with every day

That we fly apart faster every second

5.1.2 The Majestic Down to Earth

A comet down to a meteor pebble

A red giant star to a black hole

The One now just a grain of sand in a mile long stretch of beach

The One now a snowflake in a winter snowstorm

How much greater was His descent to earth?

With the authority to bend the laws of physics and chemistry

With the ability to create life out of nothing

The eternal now confines Himself to a human life span

That which all creation cannot contain is born a helpless child

His head turned down in respect for others

His eyes wide so that He does not harm anything

His feet dirty because He does not think of himself

His hands calloused from His devotion to his family business in His youth

His understanding is brilliant as diamonds

His words are as clear as glass

His insight is like polished bronze

He delicacy in speech is like that of a potter

We are weighed down with worry about how those who hate us will retaliate

The government is turning on those who are trying to save us

Our time is spent working for multinational corporations dreams

Our investments are lost because they were based on deceitful schemes

His message is for our time

Humility and compassion are the keys to restoring our lives

5.1.3 Jesus

Is the universe in constant struggle

Between good and evil?

Does not nature possess more order?

Do we not have breaks between calamities?

Do basic structures break down

Most of the time or infrequently?

Both merciful and just

All-powerful and humble

All-wise yet foolish by our standards

A joke more serious than a tragedy

Is He both opposites at once

Or merely a mixture of equal parts

He is everything

He is my whole world

Yet He is not contained by His creation

Is He merely first order infinity?

Greater than someone could write down

Powers of infinity in an infinite time period

If He were just a Greek god

Or the heavenly ruler of China

He would not even bow Himself down

To visit earth

But He is infinitely greater than everything He could create in all of eternity

Stretching in an infinite number of dimensions if He never ceased

God does not struggle against evil

He beat all the powers of evil that ever will be or have been

With just a sentence

God is God enough to live as a man

Secure enough in His holiness to save all of mankind in a single night

Not afraid to descend into the pit of Hell

And powerful enough to rebuke the Devil himself, in His own name

When we look to God

To shuffle blame to Someone we don’t think will respond

We have to calm ourselves and be rational

God is not a man and does not make mistakes

Our problems are caused by our own bad choices

And the bad choices of others

But He already has answered our prayer

He has shortened the time of the tribulation

And as we pray more and more

It comes nearer and nearer

So we won’t have it hanging over our grand children’s heads

5.2 Self Poetry

5.2.1 With one material, many souls

What is our true self?

What is our true identity?

Are we one with God

Is God in us or is He our true identity?

Is the individual soul an illusion?

Do we only exist as One?

Truly there is something

That unites the universe

Not only is there something

That unites body and mind

But also the same thing

Is the foundation of everything

And there is something else

The same moral purpose in everything

But we also have a soul that exists

And although it may be made of the same

As that of matter and energy and of other souls

The composition is unique

In each one of us

Just as each snowflake is made of the same molecule

There are ten thousand different kinds

Each one is an individual creation

With its own shape, size, and texture

So does our soul have a unique identity

And we have our own special characteristics

So we can share a common God

And we can empathize with each other

We can understand what it is to be human

And have the same desire to know our Creator

But we each have our own will

And we are directed by a different facet

Of the same moral purpose

To the extent that we have cultivated it

To the extent that we desire to know God

5.2.2 Directions

We are all moving in different directions

But our makeup is aligned at the same slope

We can move a mountain

If we have the faith of a mustard seed

If we seek God with all our heart

We can have eternal life

With even the effort of our own will

We can effect great change

As long as we are in sync

With the Greater Moral Purpose

As long as we act

In concert with God’s will

We share the same substance

But we each have a different mind

A different will and heart

We can share in general moral purpose

But each is going toward a different direction

It is where these lines of purpose intersect

That we are linked in a bigger task

Like each cell we live and die in our own timing

We have our own body and our own director

As an organ we are working towards a larger purpose

And in this way we can act as one

Many wills, with the same thing in their minds and on their hearts

With one Leader

We follow with a mind that thinks its own thoughts

Just because we are not the same spirit

Does not mean we cannot work as one in the Spirit of God

We do not need to be God

To know that we are interlinked in relationships

And connected in Greater Purpose

5.2.3 Holy Spirit

These contours upon which we travel

Are the straightest path to the nearest soul

We can know we are in agreement

And work as with one body

Because we understand

We are each separate members

That have wills working together

While we keep our hearts and minds focused

But what is this road upon

Which the mind is linked to its vessel

How does the distinct mind of one being

Understand what the mind of the other is doing

Without asking and without explanation

Without external signal of any kind?

It is like the cool current of wind

In the penetrating heat of our yellow sun

It is a subtlety that unites our thinking

And brings us together for greater purpose

Donning the protective mask

In one fluid motion

Or knowing what line of code is wrong

Just by seeing how the web page looks

There is another level

In which we understand

Another way in which things happen

Than the official regulations

It is how someone writes without an outline

And still puts together a coherent argument

It is in a way that cannot be pinned down

It has no universal name

In the Bible we know it

As the Holy Spirit

Or God in the world

Who brings together His flock

5.3 Heavenly Father Poetry

5.3.1 The Perfect Programmer

God is the perfect programmer

We are all his programs

I am a flawed program

How can this be?

My source code was perfect

In every respect

But I let others add code

I started out stable and efficient

I was useful to my Creator

But the other code was sloppy

And my executable became corrupted

I kept on throwing up error messages

I blamed the kernel and other software

Everyone was wrong but me

My file formats were universally compatible

But I decided not to publish my new source code

Or even document my APIs

I would only release a software development kit

If people purchased a service plan

I used other peoples programs

I downloaded illegally off the Internet

I began to see nothing wrong

With being infested with viruses

I was getting more bloated by the day

And my features grew so great in number

That I became too complex to compile without errors

I began to seek other business models

I released some source code but not all

No one will develop me anymore

I rely on my my public relations staff

To buy my way into your computer

I claim no responsibility for damage

I would be recalled

But people don’t expect computers to work

5.3.2 Praise and Criticism

I have a memory problem

And a vision problem

My eyes are fine

And my mind works great

But I have huge blind spots

I constantly pray for protection

And I have a great memory

For how people have hurt me

But it is only when I stop and rest

That I remember to give thanks

For all God has protected me from

My greatest problem is fear

And I have struggled with chronic

Physical and mental suffering

And my life has not been easy

For a middle class American’s standard

But what I was saved from

Is greater than I could have imagined

I lost my mind due to my service in the Army

But I still have all my limbs and organs intact

I was able to get out of the military

When my mental illness interfered with my job

And my peace of mind

I had allergic pink eye for 3-1/2 years

But it ended with my first anti-psychotic medicine

When we watch the news

It is mostly negative

And people are quick to point out problems

But rarely offer solutions

It is easy to criticize others actions

When they do not act heroic

But how do we know what we will due

When we are in a crisis

5.3.3 Praise God for Everything

Praise God for everything good

We know of or have experienced

Praise God for everything good

We have yet to or may never discover

Praise God for everything good

We have labeled as a coincidence

Praise God for what we have learned

Jesus is the best teacher

Praise God for what we have learned

Sins to avoid and the way to salvation

Praise God for when we have peace

Spiritual as well as physical

Praise God for when we have plenty

God provides for His creation

Praise God for when we have stability

In our jobs and in the universe

Praise God for His forgiveness

For when we treat each other bad

Praise God for healing us

From bad decisions and from injuries

Praise God for everlasting life

If we only submit to God

Praise God for His suffering

For our bad choices

Praise God for our freedom

We can choose good or bad

Praise God for being who He is

Supreme in character, wisdom, and power

Praise God for loving us

Even when we don’t return His love

5.3.4 Awesome God

God is not your little sister

Who you need to protect

God is not in debt

You don’t need to finance Him

God does not need an advocate

He is God whether He is worshiped or not

God is not pressed for time

He has plenty of time for you

You do not need to argue God’s case

Creation speaks out His name

God doesn’t need you to fulfill his plans

God is in control of history

If you can travel back and forth in time

God is already there and everywhere else

If we travel to another planet

God is just as much in control

If we have a multi verse and parallel realities

It is there because God created it

God is not limited by having poor followers

God is all powerful in and of Himself

God doesn’t just watch you in church

God sees all

God doesn’t like Christians better than unbelievers

God loves us because He chooses to

God will not do evil

This does not mean His power is limited in any way

God does not play favorites

You don’t get points for good deeds

God will judge everyone

And none of us will pass without Christ

God does not struggle to defeat evil

He destroys it in His timing and with His methods

God doesn’t care what we think is immoral

He invented morality

God is not fooled like people are

God knows your heart

5.3.5 Family Appreciation

Thanks God for my family

Thank God for my mom

Whose encouragement uplifts

And who continually advocates for me

Thanks God for my dad

Whose advice has saved me from harm

His prayers give me hope

Thank God for my sister

Who listens carefully to what I say

Whose visits cheer me up

Thank God for my Uncle Clive

Who faithfully looks through my work

Whose careful words brighten my day

Thanks God for my stuffed cows

Who are always near by

Whose humor and thoughts keep my company

Thank God for giving my a family

That is always near in spirit

And who put my needs ahead of theirs

Who are anxious to hear what I have learned

And who consider what I say

With open minds and careful consideration

Who care enough to consider my feelings

And adjust their words and tone

Who I can consider colleagues

And who understand what I am doing

Better than anyone else

Thanks for your inspiration

And your love

5.3.6 Tolerance

Is is better that we not offend

The pride of those doomed to eternal death

Or better that more have eternal life?

Is the preservation of one more year of life

Of significance when we count in eternity?

Is it so important that we have personal transportation

That we sacrifice our young men’s lives?

Do we seek to be so tolerant of the wealthy

That we let the poor suffer violence?

Are we so addicted to popular culture

That we no longer care what is right and wrong?

Are we so far devolved morally

That we throw away our future?

Because some people used Christ’s named for evil

Does that mean that there is no truth in the Bible?

Why do we give to charity

When we vote against those in need?

Why speak out for what is wrong

When we don’t even try to live morally?

Do we need to rewrite history

To prove what we are doing is right?

Isn’t it a bad sign that we have no faith?

There is more to the world than white America

God values those in the Asia and Africa

Even if we won’t even help feed them

When the rest of the world hates you

You might think you did something wrong

When you read the Bible and get offended

Do you think you are you better than God?

Who are we to judge the world

From our Postmodern point of view?

Atheism is a blip in world history

And the future is more Christian than pagan

And there are more Muslims than atheists

Do we only tolerate those with big lobbies?

Do we only look after those who can speak for themselves?

When we choose to give some rights and not others

What is the basis for this decision?

Why do we put women and children

Above the lives of our soldiers?

Why do we disregard the lives of animals

When our society is built on their labor?

There is more to life than American football

And there is more going on in the world

Outside Hollywood and Wall Street

5.3.7 God, Help!

We look around us

And we hear rumors

All point to our destruction

Our imminent demise

Our fresh water is infected

Garbage drifts in the sea

Our forests are destroyed

Daily more are burned down

Our food make us sick

And we eat ourselves to death

We generate dangerous waste

For ten thousand years

Deadly incurable diseases

Spread like wildfire

Our rich steal from the poor

And conduct scams without penalty

Our president is a dictator

He starts wars out of revenge

Our politicians don’t care about us

They follow the largest sum of money

Our religious leaders

Preach hate and prejudice

The people don’t seem to care

As long as they can see the football game

And there is plenty of beer

They will sell their souls

To not have to get up off the couch

God, we repent of our sin

Please have mercy on us

We take full responsibility

And are willing to pay the penalties

Please forget our sin

And be our God

And we will be Your servants

We will put the poor and the rejected

Above our own desires

We will honor You

With our actions and not just our words

5.3.8 Walking Forward

With back straight

And eyes level

A relaxed walk

With long strides

Brilliant blue sky

And radiant sun

Long rows of books

Quick glances

And moving on

With each turn

And a rapid survey

Passing by numerous sections

Already absorbed

With each step

I pass walls of books

And with each shelf

Years of study

I am beginning to feel

More relaxed

And sure of my ideas

There is a subtlety

That exists in the mind

And a slight change in pace

That signals growth

And increasing certitude

The times of clarity

Multiply in number

I still don’t have plans

For tomorrow

But there is a stillness

And a gentle attitude

Overflowing from my heart

And my head is a little lighter

On my shoulders

The weight is slowly receding

And I get glimpses of peace

And times of conviction

That experience exponential growth

And continued enthusiasm

5.3.9 Morning Sunshine

In the cool of the day

Darkness fades gently

And the sun rises confidently

Over the distant horizon

At what point does it become day?

Where exactly is the horizon?

I learn sometimes in leaps

Sometimes at a slow walk

God continues to rise in my heart

I do not know when I will fade

But I know God will continue

To outshine the darkness of my soul

We bow to God’s brilliance

And are blinded by His Presence

We are dark and low

Not worthy to be the dirt

On which He treads

We live most our life in the shadows

It is hard to watch the sun

We hide from the intense light

But are afraid when it leaves

We scatter far and wide

To our own devices

When night falls

But we need to return

To the radiance of our Lord

Before we start our day

Under the direct light of the sun

5.4 Son of God Poetry

5.4.1 The Missionaries

God does not love America

More than any other country

God does not condone wars

Over natural resources

God is not Republican

He does not support the Religious "Right"

Bush is not following the Bible

America was never a Christian nation

The Bible does not promote capitalism

Christians should speak out against corporations

TV evangelists are seldom

Preaching from the Bible correctly

The Bible is incompatible with Science

The way it is taught in schools

The Bible is more Scientifically sound

Than the theory of evolution

God is not in danger of being outdated

America is regressing

God is worshiped in the Third World

Only Europe has no faith

Religion is not a competition

The Bible has no equal

We don’t need to denigrate others

To support our beliefs

God is not White

God loves all races

God is not a God of hate

God loves all people

No matter what they have done

And no matter who they are

5.4.2 God Speaks

God speaks all languages

He speaks to us in our language

Arabic and Chinese

Spanish and Pali

Hebrew and Russian

Croatian and Pigeon

Farsi and French

There is a word for Christ

In every language

There is a word for suffering

There is a word for submission

There is a word for sacrifice

There is a word for humanity

There is a word for hope

There is a word for joy

There is a word for peace

There is a word for life

There is a word for eternal

There is a word for forgiven

There is a word for repentance

There is a word for belief

There is a word for sin

There is a word for good

There is a word for heaven

There is a word for love

There is a word for victory

There is a word for change

There is a word for compassion

There is a word for service

5.4.3 Religion Means Education

The Bible is not just words

For memorization and quotation

It is not a means to control

Or a way to win arguments

The Bible is not a set of rules

To conform to

The Bible is not a goal to achieve

Or a means to a higher consciousness

Christians do not ascend

And God is not trying

To advance us technologically

God does not make you rich

If you are devout

God is not a reason for bad behavior

Or an excuse to give up

God does not want us

To be workaholics

The Bible is a weapon

Against our own selfishness

And our pride and stubbornness

But we must plunge the sword

Into ourselves

God wants us to learn

He wants us to grow

Not to be wealthy or more advanced

But to be moral and healthy

We do not grow by secret knowledge

Or by special powers

We learn who God is

And learn how to submit to Him

We learn the source of our problems

Is our own poor choices

And we get deliverance from them

To the extent that we give God control

Of our minds, our hearts, and our souls

5.4.4 Campus Community

Under the cover

Of strong oak branches

And on the carpet of

Carefully manicured grass

The entire campus

Is overflowing with deep green

And on these memorial benches

Of weathered cedar and black iron

I watch with fading eyelids

As people pass the Frisbee by

Which dogs catch in mid air

And students cover the lawn

Leading up to the ornate marble library

Ivy is digesting the brick halls

And the sounds of construction

Permeates the adjacent buildings

All the vertical wood surfaces

Are covered in propaganda

A gray bearded man

Plays the guitar

And sings songs

Only fully understood by him

Softly a block away

What a community

What an idyllic atmosphere

I like to think that

Maybe some are believers

5.4.5 Open Market

You can smell the incense a mile away

And you can see everyone’s toes

It is Saturday again downtown

The booths are all assembled

And manned with merchants

There are pamphlets and stickers

Posters and pens

All carrying the logo

Of a charity or small business

This is how capitalism was envisioned

This is a diverse gathering

Fresh picked produce

And organic baked goods

Hemp clothing and more

Everything is produced locally

Or a product of fair trade

There is silver jewelry galore

And every kind of clothing tie dyed

The local charities are out in

Solid numbers and well stocked

With sign up sheets

And passionate volunteers

There are dozens of groups

Fighting to save the forests

And dozens of groups

For equality and justice

Globally and locally

There is continual music

And the aisles are crowded

The lines slowly shift forward

And the restrooms are portable

A Christian group lurks in the distance

If you squint real hard

5.4.6 Epic Hero

Christ is the greatest epic hero

The most powerful and the strongest

But His goal was not war

And He did not kill

His message was second

To His example

And greatest of all

Was His humility joined

With His divinity

Conquering the spirit world

Or starting an empire

Was not His way

He conquered the greatest enemy

The most entrenched traitor

Our heart and our minds

And our sins and bad attitudes

He healed and He prophesied

He was merciful and had authority

He was a descendant of the Jewish people

And He was the One who created all

Because of my Hero, Jesus

I have eternal life

He did the hardest thing anyone has done

To make it as easy as possible for me

I do not have the energy to do yoga

Or the leadership to start an ashram

I don’t have the discipline to pray 5 times a day

Or the money to journey to Mecca

Christ has provided the only way

For my salvation

And He has invited everyone to join

And the cost is free as in freedom

5.4.7 Ancestor

Born as a descendant

Of the Scottish monarchy

And with many castles to

Our family name

If we could prove it

Starting out to free Scotland

From the brutal English

I later gave up

The quest for nationalism

Not only did the Stewards

Inherit the throne of England

But I have a greater legacy

Which I have given up on

The previous ancestry for

I am born again

And grafted into

The lineage of Israel

And am part of the inheritance

Of the Son Of God

The second Adam

Christ, the Creator of All

Has chosen me

Before the beginning of time

To be one of His children

And any who will believe

Are all God’s chosen people

Whether Asian or European

African or North American

Latin American or Australian

5.4.8 Center of Gravity

Night has fallen on Europe

And it is late afternoon in America

But the sun is just rising in Africa

And it is still morning in Latin America

And it is a few hours before dawn in Asia

Christ is universally understood

And is available to all believers

In Europe and North America

The white man is diminishing in numbers

And his power does not extend

Beyond his own continent

Even at home, foreigners from the south

Are overwhelming the West

But Christ loves the South

Just as much as the North

But the white man has lost his religion

And those from Africa and Asia

Are embracing and comprehending God

In ways that the West never could

Christ is not just a moral teacher

He is a living God

Christ loves the poor

And identifies with the losers of war

The spiritual world is real

Even more than Science could theorize

Christ is not an abstract concept

But a real force in everyday life

God is not just our Creator

He is our Ancestor

He wants to adopt us

To be a part of His lineage

And to share His inheritance

God shapes history

In ways we could never imagine

And God has a special plan

For those in the Africa and Asia

For the persecuted and the fatherless

From those rich in Spirit

5.4.9 Crossroads

We are at a turning point

As believers worldwide

We have passed on the torch

To our friends in the South

What does God have planned

For those who understand Christ better?

What more will God reveal

In the 21st century?

There is no need

To spread the Gospel southward

We need missionaries in the North

There is nothing we can teach the South

Now we need to learn from them

Africa is becoming the leader

The younger child that God loves

And we have become wealthy

We have given up our inheritance

For things of this world

We can no longer see the truth

Of God’s divine intervention

And the miracles available

For those who truly believe

We look down on the humble

And reject those with problems

We blame the sick

The physically and mentally weak

For our declining power in the world

We don’t realize

Our lack of character

And are unable to comprehend

What sacrifice means

We are an empire on decline

Will those in the South pray for us?

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